Real Estate?

What in the hell am I thinking? Yes, I am going for my real estate license. This has popped up in my life a couple times and I never did anything with it. Why? Guess I never thought I really could do this. Mainly the fear of not succeeding (which seems to be a common theme in my life) really kept me away from it. This has plagued me on many many things in my life actually.

Yet, for some reason lately I feel so much better about myself. I have let so many things go that I really feel have held me back for so damn long. Scary, but I for the first time in my life now see that my life is just that, MINE. Always seen myself as less then everyone else. Which has held me back on everything. Like finances, going for what I want. Always so things as that is what others have. Like I didn't deserve those things. Now I see them and want them! I am no longer going to sit back and just take things. I am getting in the game and I am not getting in just to be in the pool, I want the gold damnit and I am gonna get it!