Moving!!

Been thinking about this for sometime actually. Going to be moving this blog to a new home. Main reason is blogger is really weird and I am tired of messing with all their issues, rules, and general bullshit. Want a place I can be me and blogger seems to be over taken by the RNC in how it acts.

Think the new home will be awesome and not to mention a bit more traffic. Will be asking a lot of questions in the near future. Just to see what others think.

One thing that has changed in my life is I am pursuing a career in real estate. Yea, I know that right now seems like a weird time to make such a choice. But, I feel for me right now makes total sense and I know I am going to be awesome at this and am so looking forward to it.

Lot of things have been happening lately and I am going to work on posting about all that. This is becoming my main blog. At least about me personally so you should be seeing more postings and such very soon. So make sure you get the RSS feed off the new blog home so you can ride along with me. As always, please feel free to leave comments, love getting them.

John McCain said so! "In the 21st century, nations don't invade other nations."

Ummm.....IRAQ?

Maybe he just forgot about that one.

Real Estate?

What in the hell am I thinking? Yes, I am going for my real estate license. This has popped up in my life a couple times and I never did anything with it. Why? Guess I never thought I really could do this. Mainly the fear of not succeeding (which seems to be a common theme in my life) really kept me away from it. This has plagued me on many many things in my life actually.

Yet, for some reason lately I feel so much better about myself. I have let so many things go that I really feel have held me back for so damn long. Scary, but I for the first time in my life now see that my life is just that, MINE. Always seen myself as less then everyone else. Which has held me back on everything. Like finances, going for what I want. Always so things as that is what others have. Like I didn't deserve those things. Now I see them and want them! I am no longer going to sit back and just take things. I am getting in the game and I am not getting in just to be in the pool, I want the gold damnit and I am gonna get it!

Hospitals ain't fun at all!

It really isn't fun to go to a hospital for anything. Wonder who in the world designed these damn things. They never make any sense how they lay them out. Unless your being deliverewd by ambulance it is just a pain to get into one. Then throw in that the dumbest people born are put behind the desk you have to go to. They never kn ow what is going on or why things happen or don't.

Roday, I had a 1 pm appointment. I drove there, parked in the garage and made the 20 minute asswult maze to get up to where my appointment was to take place. I smiled as I checked in, and reported the woman behind the desk that I was there for my appointment. She replied, um, no your not. They didn't have an appointment for me and she didn't know why. But, I could sit down and wait shile she checked into it. And I sat, and sat, and sat, and sat some4 more. She finally called me to tell me she is not sure what happen that they show my doctor did make the appointment but it didn't get into the system. And they didn't have anyone to talk to me today and I would have to come back tomorrow. Hum.....

Then I made the mistake of doing as I was told in the garage of going to the booth in the main lobby to pre-pay for my parking. The woman at that desk said to use the kiosk. To which said was payi8ng for two cars and the machine wouldn't allow me to do that in one transaction. She said she couldn't help me. So, for a .45 fee twice paid for parking and the parking fee too.

So, I am out $7 for nothing.

Teaching myself!

It should come as no surpise to anyone that I am not the most educated mofo in the world. Like you couldn't tell by how I write HUH?

Yet, I am pushing myself more and more in my pursuit to become more educated. The one thing that helps me is the most amazing thing ever intevented and that is my laptop. It is allowing me to learn on a level I never thought possible and one I am so thankful for.

Momma is coming

To be totally honest here, this post is in part from my mother herself!

Been talking to my mom about blogging and my very intense and sincere desire to make blogging a focus for myself. She hasn't read anything I have posted and I am not sure many have. But, I haven't really rolled everything up and that is happening this week.

So, back to the topic of my mom coming. Not sure where to start. Let me open with I do love her to death. She is really one of those people that are amazing to get to know, if you really ever get to know her. She has multiple talents to say the least. And to some level she can make shit stink good. Meaning that not many people can spin stuff like her, other then me....and people wanna know where I get it from.

She is a writer, quilter, amazing friend to many, smart, stubborn (more then most), funny, caring, and loving. Sure there is much more. On the reverse side, she is conceded, racist, stubborn, out of touch, un-bending, trapped by her past, did I mention stubborn? OMG, how can he say all this about his own mother, and she is gonna read this? Guess I am much more like her then I even want to admit.

My mom is someone that many either like or don't. She is driven beyond explanation. No doubt I should post more about my family and then maybe things would become more understandable when it comes to the players. Which I intend to a lot of in the near future, so get your RSS feed lit up so you don't miss anything.

To be fair I will be posting about my family in my next post. Will expalin a few things and hopefully give you a point of reference on all this.

HUGE NUMBER 176

If your a diabetic, then you know what that number is. If not, that is simply a monster number for me. Because that is my blood sugar number and it has never been below 200 since I started having to monitor my blood sugar.

Do have to say that I haven't felt this good in awhile. Notice it a lot with my energy and ability to focus. Never thought it would have that impact or that this was one of the reasons I wasn't getting things done. Lately I have been watching myself much closer and writing down how I feel and when. It is very weird I have to say.