Life today

For some reason I seem to keep having a problem writing in this thing on a regular basis. But, I am going to try harder to do so. Not sure why, just feel like I need to keep a journal about how things are going. Posting it on a blog seems like a kewl thing to do. Maybe it is a way to keep myself accountable.

Overall, life is pretty good right now. Keeping with my goals, and working to get my degree. Know that all my life I have never believed that I could do anything like getting a degree. Seem to just work to make enough to live day to day. Never really taken a real vacation. More like weekends here and there. Now I look back on my life and wonder what the hell was I thinking.

Goes without saying that it has really started bothering me. Not like I haven't been able to have more then most people in away. Just wasted time and opportunities seems to have happen. One of my goals is to not let that happen anymore. Lost more chances then I have been able to capitalize on. Simply that just has to stop.

Right now with school, my photography and video work I feel the need to push myself hard. Find myself feeling like a kid with it all and I don't think I want to lose that feeling.